It was like something from an old movie, where the sailor sees the girl across the crowded dance floor, turns to his buddy & says "See that girl? I'm gonna marry her some day".

I hate that thing that happens every night right before you sleep. Every mistake you've made, every word you wish you never said, every moment that made you cry rushes back in through your head. And all you can do about it is cringe and pretend none of it all ever happened.

I just don't feel like I know myself very well right now, so how can I be sure about anything? Most of the time feeling so awkward, you know, like I don't belong to my own skin. And I get so frustrated at everything. I could just scream all day and there's no reason for it.