my life now..i can say...hectic:(

SPM in 3weeks time

DDDDDIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEE

jeez

time for sook yee to be nerdie

annual dinner part 2:)

**yesterday**

i started off my day............

now tht i realised tht i looked much better without make up

prettier **coughs**

tht evening i went to dearcut to get my hair all set up and my face "made up"

**winks**honestly from tht picture..i prefer me without the oh so dramatic makeup look

it's dreadful

and the worst thing tht happened ever is tht my fake eyelashes came off when i was just about to reach the heritage club

it ruined my night

picturessss of the night

**Lcds grand annual dinner**

**Ri-az heritage club, pulau duyung**

these were just apart of the night and there were more to go

and from all tht i knew yesterday..i am bad at taking picturesss **ngek**

spm in 26days time

D-I-E

the evil tht we do

i heart em' :)

xiaobaby + grown up

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18 he turned *whoots!*

we met by accident

i borrowed you my heart and you never gave it back!*smiles*

here we are, i stand tall with the widest smile on my face

counting my lucky stars that you are apart of me

thinking of the silliest thing you do

and how you NEVER fail to put a smile on my face (: everytime

with nothing but a T-SHIRT on i can be tht girl who sings in the shower and not afraid to fall

simply because i know you will catch me right before i hit the ground

and those arms locked around me

huuuh...girls envy me**

i adore you

honey honey..oh how he thrills me

i love you to the beat of my heart^^

xoxo, sook yee

random picturesss

how much i miss you silly boyyy~:)

oh how much i miss those silly moments we spent together in the past....

950 ++++ dayss??

just remember that you are always tht special someone to me.i love you

i feel like dying

i would really wanna hear those 3 magic words from you

feeling so pathetic and vulnerable now

you miss me as much as i do??

youknowyouloveme

xoxo, sook yee

you will always have me baby:)

alrightt, let me just recall. xiaobaby came back last week during the rayasssss season. and i had sorta a huge fight with this so called "lousy" boyfriend **rolling eyes** was so darn pissed off with him so much tht i couldn't get to sleep. i was not thinking bout anything tht time but to strangle him. ish~! #$@*& i was thinking what kinda boyfriend i had?? a lousy one indeed

Tears did streamed down and my pillow it's all wet. **ngek** am really dissapointed to be exact. because there's nothing i can do to make things better between me and my so called lousy boyfriend here wasn't even helping at tht time. Instead, he was making things worse by assuming tht i had changed all along =.=


we used to argue because he was keeping everything to himself. now tht i realised tht the problem is in me. because when now tht he tells me all his problem or anything and my respond would be like 'I DUNNO' or SIGH or WTH. and there it started all the arguements and quarrelssss. maybe i was kinda harsh tht i left him all alone when he was really sick. he still comes back to meet me although he's sick and tired and =.= am assuming tht he's not really romantic. fine. (not really a very big deal eh) But there's not even once tht he come and pujuk me when i was really upset at him. it's like i am going through all this shit all by myself. i was already crying on the other line and all you have in your mind is yout stupid beauty sleep. you didn't even notice i was crying like mad thereand hung up on me. it happened gazillion times already.

and now. here am i sitting at my study table and thinking. it was actually my fault. am not at his side when he's sick, tell him words tht really hurt each other, being really selfish and all i was thinking was me me me and only me. ugh, am sorry baby. miss you~ i wouldnt say much about how darn bad i feel now. and youknowyouloveme. and of course you know. how sorry i feel now.
i missed times when i did some facial for you and you were laying down on my lap, watching tv together with huggies, chat all the way through like nobody's business and god, i felt really happy for tht whole day we both were blessed with lots and lots of love.

ugh :s i miss shopping and i miss you and i miss bitchy sis and cousis

there's so many things i miss now

but it's not the same anymore

i had to tahan

Omg can die woiii

ish~!

i really love him

xoxo,

lovey lovey sook yee

em0-ish me *-*

a candid shot..hoho~

thanks andriea~!whoots**

bye bye again~

**sobs**

love you~

todae i will be brave enough to apologise to everyone tht i had hurt~

**blings**

AND

youknowwhoyouare

SORRY**pats**

alright. i just had sort a small little fight **kiddish quarrel** with my very i can say tolerating and nice friend, jim

i feel damn guilty for what happened and it's almost DOOMS DAY for me

i didn't know tht you were playing or neither joking.because i take every single thing people said seriously INCLUDING YOU.besides, you're the lovely boy mar. and pessimistically (did i spell it right??) i would get hurt vry easily.

ohwell, and of course i love it when people praise the food tht i made.

youknowwhattodo:)

sorry:(

xoxo,

sook yee