Saturday, May 30, 2009

CHECKed


i'm currently LOST in my own world

And suddenly the world seem such a perfect place,
suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace!
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste,
seasonsss may change from winter to spring
but sookyee will remain until the end of no time
CRAP!no?>.<
i know i'm rather happy at where i stand this day,
i've come to know i pleased myself in yet another way,
many moments when i wish to scream at the top of my lungs
but still i held back
thinking that someday somehow it will all be worth it!
ps : to dante, just to you know, after all hell break loose, you can still find this friend standing here with open armss awaiting your return (: pls dont hilangkan diri anymore-.-
p.p.s : loving my sexay formal wear!
p.p.p.s : come to think of it, 6days to go!
p.p.p.p.s : i need more long pantssss but no i couldnt find any in KT :(
p.p.p.p.p.s : u leave before i do=.=
xoxo,sookyee

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

am i?

there is just some lessons we NEVER learn from!
Mistakes we tend to make over and over again..
why?
because it gives us an adrenaline rush we can't resist!
We look forward to tht mistake everyday because we know it's one hella mistake we'll regret nor be ashamed of
we LOVE making that mistake over and over again because we "think" we'll somehow manage to get it right this time!
BUT
yet another mistake is made
so we (or isit ONLY ME) shed tears everyday for a month and pick ourselves up
and start making the SAME mistake again!!
SO
as i crawl into my bed alone every night
i would be asking myself
AM I MAKING A MISTAKE??
ineedwarmhugbeforeyouleave:(
xoxo

MASSIVE MASSIVE lightning




argh~see this two puki-sss
still in the camwhoring mode when i am emo-ing behind
jing the crazy chio chic and louis with his aunty-ish pose=.=



back few days @ Masjid Kristal
i personally think that there's nothing so special there BUT
jing thinks we should take a visit into the "park" there
jing : "so cute!so cute!!!!!!!!!!!"
doo be doo be doooooo........
i am so hyper, i need to let go a little :x
so choke me in the shallow waters before i get too deep
.period.













Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Ask and You Shall Receive.........

BULLSHIT!





saw these 2crazy fellas?omg the last i saw 'em was 3hours ago and guess what
i miss ' em already :(
my gor, my lecture partner PRATHEEB everyone:(
i asked and no i didnt receive
wtf i know=.=
i wanna party till drop dead CANNOT?
shut up
wth hell with parents nowadays!?!?
**vomitbloodtilldieonthefloor**
MENOPAUSE?GETTING OLD?







i realised something
i lost one little ability, just ONE. i couldn't stop my tearss. realising how weak i became>.<
i have put many smiles on faces and yet EMO-ish some moment
-dramaqueenme-
sorry peeps my "tai xiu je" style just potong-ed stim
but seriously
ineedhellopanda
ps : i am so missed out!argh!

Monday, May 25, 2009

gimme money
































to the ones i look up most to,
i have failed in your eyes, am nothing but dissapointment,
everything i have ever wanted is to make you proud,
everything to keep that smile on your face,
and the satisfaction you get in your heart,
so much for giving everybody their desires,
and eventually I FORGOT MINE,
the desire to dream BIG and be happy.
never doubt me on my faith or i'll screw u
yes i will (:
ps : zies' banana fritter with ice cream became my uber addiction :D




Saturday, May 23, 2009

dumbass=.=





slap me and i hate you
**pinch me**

save me!!!!!!!!!

fra la la la la~~♫♪♫♪


oohhh la la~
it's saturday night
the weeks not yet begun and everything is oh so-quiet
and it's always ME & HELLO PANDA :D
**step back to reality**
okay so here's the dish
i'll be leavin for malacca in 13dayss time
to be exact, on the 5th of june
omg i know=.=
in case nobody knows (which i think everyone already knew)
i will be majoring in accountancy course in Multimedia University MMU Malacca
new clothes □unchecked
groceries □unchecked
new pair of flip flopss □CHECKED
OL wear □CHECKED
stationeries □HELL CHECKED!
new bags and shores □unchecked
i need to splurge!ASAP
i was about to blog about something and i forgotten!DAMN
so now i friggin type RANDOMness-ly
if ONLY girlss wouldn't have much to complain :x
whoopsie!(:
yes, IF ONLY

Friday, May 22, 2009

idontthinkthispostsupposedtobeposted

**click on the picture to get a larger view**


FORM 1 > FORM 2 > FORM 4 > FORM 5






♥♥ sister ♥♥





♥♥ me and louis ♥♥





♥♥ mua ♥♥


concentrate on the higlighted faces and definitely u will get wht i meant :x

♥♥ syehren ♥♥





♥♥ me and jim ♥♥







when you're "donedone" with history,
you leave it there and find wayss for it NOT to repeat itself.
Even as a young girl, i was told not to do many things
like "playin with mummy makeupss"
or scribbling on any empty piece of paper i find lying around the house!



but did i listened?nope, i HEAR :D




Guess it is human nature to go against the wrong ON PURPOSE
just for the sake of curiosity!isn't it?
HOW COME so "cute"?
everyone does it..................so?





what's life without taking chances??
HUH??B.O.R.I.N.G



iknowiloveHELLOPANDA



Please LOOK A lil' Deeper...


please DONT JUDGE ME by my face
By my religion nor my race
please dont laugh at what i wear or how i do my hair
PLEASE LOOK A lil DEEPER, wayyyyy deep down inside
And although u MAY not see it
i have a lot to hide .
Behind my clothes,
the secrets lie.
Behind my SMILE (:
i soflt cry......
PLEASE LOOK A lil DEEPER and maybe you'll see
The lonely little girl
That lives inside of me
Please listen carefully to her,
she'll show that she's INSECURE!
please try to be friends to her
And show her that you care.
if u aint, then BACK OFF :D
Please just get to know her,
And maybe you'll see
That if you just look deep enough,
you'll FIND the REAL me!
so NEVER be too quick to judge a book by it's cover,
because the extra mile of lookin A LIL DEEPER.......wouldn't KILL
once in a while :x
sundae smilesss**winks**
xoxo,sookyee

iknowiloveme

Monday, May 18, 2009

"Mi World is Su World"

WELCOME to my world
where LOVE is the answer to everything and PRIDE can be sold to the highest bidder
a world where 'everyone and anyone' is invited and will NOT be judged
oops stop right there
EXCLUDING copycats, only people with true heartssss
I.AM.ME so YOU just BE.YOU.










i am an immortal, yes indeed
no mercy to harm me :p














our signature salad :D



what you WONT get to find in my world are PREJUDICE, JEALOUSY, HATRED, RACIST, LOSERS or UGLY PEOPLE! people with evil thoughts, heart and mind.
In the end of the day, we are all equal in GOD's eyes
so yea, If you're shy of your own kind, GOD will be shy of you either!
If you discriminate your own kind, GOD will discriminate you either
GO FIGURE!!
ask any 6year old kid and he will SPEAK HIS MIND
You might think i'm being UNREALISTIC' by saying LOVE is the answer in my world, so how's LOVE good if :
LOVE is not gonna pay my bills
LOVE is not gonna buy me baby diaperssss
and most certainly LOVE is not gonna get me those Jimmy Choo's
i know that i aint GOD so i dont always have the correct answerss to every question asked BUT i do know,
LOVE can bring world peace
LOVE can bring two enemies into the most beautiful friendship u can ever imagine
LOVE can make the world go round &
LOVE cannot be bought, even if you are the richest man on the planetier <<< word=".=">
-World Peace or Jimmy Choo-you decide
IT's NOT about the way you capture the picture & looking oh-so FANTASTIC, it's HOW YOU LOOK AT IT........................................................................!
like..................
this ONE, i once hate her (dont wanna friend her so so case)
and i once hate him (making me teared up day and night)
and see how we became beautiful?(:











iknowiloveme







"Listen to Me". i will tell you the truth about a man's life.
I will tell the truth about his love for women. That he NEVER hates 'em.
"Do You believe that a man can truly L.O.V.E a women and constantly betray her??"Never mind physically, BUT betray her in his mind,the very tiny brain in the very "inner part of his soul". Well it aint easy but men do it ALL THE TIME!period.
Do You want to know how women can love you, feed you that love deliberately to poison your body and mind simply to destroy you?
And then of course there is TRUE LOVE. Dont laugh!! It definitely exist or i will make it exist=.=
Do You think it's worth what it is cost??is it relevant? Is it even humanity to perserve passion only to be with one person?And if it doesn't work, Do you still get the bonus for trying?? Or will you be judged?instantly? Suck It Up!there's no two ways in this one
A good storyteller is able to make his audience laugh and cry at the same time
BUT WAIT, my stories are only a tale i wanna tell. i only want to tell a story
i have no other vanity
At the end of the day, i get NOTHING.
iknowiloveme

The Mockery We Do

jing came over to sleep last 2nights, i guess?:x
our hse had been left silent for long, wayyyy long. that my skills of entertaining guestss went down=.= noooo, extinct. to be exact. all i could ever offer was FOOD FOOD AND................FOOD. The morning we got up and i offer her fishballsssss. Steamed 10 frigging fishballsss and she ate 1=.= Dont ask how many i ate :x How fussy i was picking outfits to wear, i need to get some shopping spree!BOO







headed to daddy carine's, NEW uncle chua noodle stop opening ceremony





























last stop : MUSEUM. me with massive headache + jing with her oh-so-handphone lost case + louis with his ridiculous flu=.=
how ridiculous could it be??water just came out alike water pipe from his nostril AKA nose holes when he was eatin "char kuey teow" the other night. "char kuey teow" turned out to be "kuey teow soup" wtf
hell yea, we cancelled our plan to Masjid Kristal due to that
everyone was just down for tht moment. PMS xD

the girl who broke her curfew is now officially GROUNDED.
dont ask me out :x
xoxo,s00kyee
-dontplaydumb-
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