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i should have never do that, never accept you from the first place
and now i am left with a thousand thoughts
running through my head, it's seriously dominating through my entire brains!pffft
NOT even close to funny
i though i could have just see over it and let it go BUT clearly none of it is happening
i really CURSE the day i open my big fat mouth and said YES
and u start to treat me like diamond, tooo nice super nice and incredibly nice
so nice that i had never seen a guy so patient like you, NEVER
YOU KNOW, it's true what they say "some things are better left NOT knowing"
i know myself best and again i let myself down
i know when it comes to dealing with the "what's over and done with" thingy
it DOES NOT APPLY IN MY BRAINS!
come to think of it, i am silly
i shouldn't have get myself into this issue and most importantly break yr heart
imma oh so heartbreaker, yes kill me
you will get to know that it's totally different in the movies because in reality u dont get OSCARS and just show yr ass off everywhere, u only get heartaches and headachess =.=
i know i aint all "angelic" myself before i decided to let you in


oh i'm not speaking up again

S-T-A-R-T-I-N-G N-O-W

realising that, i cant take crap anywhere but HOME
i wait to go home and..............................................................i cry =.= so bare with me
imma hypocrite i'm not shy to admit