Don't lie, she'll always catch you

I'm 100percent certain of what I want. I know that I want you, all of yourself. From 3 months ago I met you up until the day I die. I know what I want. But with you, you seem so unsure of it all. You've left it all multiple times and each time I act dumb. I act like there's nothing wrong. I didn't even think about it. I don't have to even think twice because I need you. But it's so god damn scary every time we quarrel because I'm afraid I might have to lose you. No matter what we been through, I know for a fact that I wanna still stay with you, I still need you because im head over heels in love with you. I'm not gonna stop wanting and needing you ever. You scare the shit out of me. I wish you could just reverse the roles once and imagine what it's like to be on the other side. To be sleeping with all the thoughts and worries in my mind. To be smiling just to fake it all.

Long distance relationships can either make you or break you. I can never imagine how it feels like if I need to be separated from my boyfriend for some time, I'm getting to used to having him by my side all the time. I'm guessing when the time comes, I should just take it as a challenge, there's a certain advantage to be miles away from your significant other. Couple who got the advantage of being with each other frequently somewhat fail to count their blessings after some time. But im so head over heels in love with this guy I'm with now im so attached and I'll never get rid of this feeling. I'm appreciating every moment we are side by side each other.
I'm thinking if we would need to be in a long distance relationship, I would have every reason to defy distance, to keep the connection alive and to look forward to seeing each other. I'm in a relationship where I got to know him for more than what meets the eyes. Involving in a long distance relationship with him, I would choose to accept the distance that separates us both and also to accept the consequences that comes with the relationship I chose to be in from the very first day. I spent countless hours, days and even months building up on trust. We are at the level where I openly express my feelings and we love each other regardless.
Physically be in contact isn't necessary needed to provide comfort but there will be moments where verbal communication won't be enough. As each day passes by, as our feelings grow deeper, I'll crave to be finally held in his warm arms and to be kissed by his lips.

Baby I love you so much I promise you everything will be worthwhile as long as effort comes from both sides <3 I LOVE YOU

I'm not the prettiest girl & I don't have the most glamorous, softest or perfect hair. I don't have prefect or amazing skin. I don't have the straightest teeth or a picture perfect smile. I don't have picture perfect smile.I dont have the prettiest eyes. I don't have the perfect body. I'm not like some other girls. I'm not perfect and I'm not confident of myself.