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I'm 100percent certain of what I want. I know that I want you, all of yourself. From 3 months ago I met you up until the day I die. I know what I want. But with you, you seem so unsure of it all. You've left it all multiple times and each time I act dumb. I act like there's nothing wrong. I didn't even think about it. I don't have to even think twice because I need you. But it's so god damn scary every time we quarrel because I'm afraid I might have to lose you. No matter what we been through, I know for a fact that I wanna still stay with you, I still need you because im head over heels in love with you. I'm not gonna stop wanting and needing you ever. You scare the shit out of me. I wish you could just reverse the roles once and imagine what it's like to be on the other side. To be sleeping with all the thoughts and worries in my mind. To be smiling just to fake it all.