Be Without You Lyrics Mary J Blige

One day you’re gonna want her. That girl that knew she wasn’t perfect, but tried to be for you. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and loving you was the only way she could. The girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths. That girl who still can’t bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve it. The girl that should have you, but doesn't.

You were never supposed to mean this much to me. I was never supposed to fall this hard. But you know what? I did and that's the truth, that's what keeps me holding on because it hurts like hell to let you go.

I've to thank the wrongs, that led me to a life so strong.

Pinky promise that we'll make up for the lost time that we didn't spend together?

Let me just try to break the wall down between us. I'm not good at opening up & I'm too good in being honest. I tend to be very weak in front of you because that's who I really am. I don't wanna play hard to get, I'm already yours. I sometimes get angry over dumb reasons & there are days I will desperately need your attention. I will want your lips on me constantly. I change my mind, I shut down, I fuck up. Even if I have to let you go, just remember I want you, I want to be with you, to live our lives TOGETHER.

I'm exhausted, I'm worn out. It's the kinda tired that I'm facing that sleep can't fix.

I'm just a girl. I love being called pretty, but I'll never believe in it. I'm not always right but hate admitting that I'm wrong. I'm almost always smiling, but it's not always real. I can be read like an open book, but hide so much. I work hard at some things, but don't always get what I deserve. I'm just a girl. People know me but they don't know my story. Onlyyouknowmebest.

Boy: I broke up with her.
His Best Friend: What happened?
Boy: She’s just too much for me.
His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..
Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..
Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..
Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..
Boy: Well, she..
His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?
Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?
His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

It feels like I really need you in my life as my significant other, to guide me and tell me what should I do in my life, since you are currently already creating a path for your future. God must have made reasons for two person with different backgrounds but almost the same personality (high level of ego and temper problems) to come along together. I'm really glad God made us together for almost 7 months now, we share our everything together. I've decided you might not be ready to be committed, to live the promise of togetherness between us. You might not as committed as you are when you were with her, I understand. You were willing to wait for her, you were willing to die for her. I understand and I realize that I grew up being an ugly duckling, having a really low self-esteem, I over-think everything, I'm not good in explaining or making sense at times, I fear that someday you'll get bored of me & sometimes I just hate the way I am. I don't mean to be disrespectful at times, to always curse, to act like I don't care when I do to give up. I really wanna be with you but I just think I'm not the one for you. I'm sorry I'm like this. I'm sorry I let shit get into me. But from the day you became my significant other, you brought me back to believing in love again just when I thought noone cares. Yes, we both are facing problem in this relationship and I keep chasing around until the point I'm gonna have to stop running in circles because it's going back to the same point over & over again.
I called you moments ago about 6.45 maybe and the thought of calling you crossed my mind almost a thousand times. I'm so sorry I didn't have the heart to wake you up from your beauty sleep but I was crying too badly. Today is one of those days when I'm not particularly happy, today is one of those days when I wanna kick someone in the throat. I wish I was one of those people who are joy to be around, but I'm not. It's hard to write out my thoughts, or even share for that matter. In my head, it all makes sense but words refuse to form when I type! It's very frustrating but all I wanna say is that I decided not to be your barrier anymore. All the best things in life are being wished for you my darling, and if you are there on top, you might have already forgotten me. But I'm telling you, if at that point of time, you manage to find a girl that can put up with your worst days and go through hell for you in a relationship, don't her go. Your heart is your most beautiful asset, don't forget to use it.
Yes, we didn't get to spend much time together but I just want you to know that every moment I spent with you, I would pray to God I wanna be able to freeze the time. Trust me baby, your life will get better. Maybe not today, or tomorrow or even next week. But it will get better eventually, I pray. You'll get back there on the top. I love you, you know I always do.

I'm lonely. I miss my family. I miss home. I guess everyone of us is lonely, we just want someone to, you know, pay attention to us and tell us how much that someone loves us in every way.

I don't wanna be someone's "other", I wanna be someone's "one and only".

I want to be able to help you and got your back. Support you to get you back on top,where you belong.

I'm not pushing you away and I would never have the thought to. I'm putting a wall between us now because I'm confused, I'm in dilemma. I'm questioning myself, should I just back off from this relationship and let you go, go back to her because I see that's what you really want. A relationship with her again. I'm holding on for dear life, and that's the reason I need you to need me back. I need you to reason me why should we both hold on to this relationship. I need you to tell me to stay strong. I need you to tell me you need this relationship too.

There she goes, sitting alone on the bed, mourning of what happened past 5 months with tears dripping down her pillow as she reads this.

FOR SANDRA : "Once I'm in Australia, and successful, or once I am someone, I will hunt her down no matter which part of the earth she's at, I will... I just hope I'm not too late... I don't want someone else to get her instead of me... :) study hard, work hard, then I shall hunt her down..."

Should I follow my heart or believe my eyes? I'd fallen for him too deep, way too deep.

If you ever find a girl who is willing to go through hell just to keep your relationship going, you really shouldn't take her love for granted.

What you failed to notice was that I'm just as wounded as you are. The only thing is, I hid it better. And your happiness would be my priority. All I can do is just stand strong and stay by your side praying everyday we'll get through this.

Truth is, if I could be with anyone it's still be you.

Aslyn - That's When I Love You (Lyrics)

I'm starting to be afraid to care too much, because I fear that my other half wouldn't care at all. I know some days, or most of the day you're overwhelmed, annoyed or stressed with how much I care for you & and it really does hurt when you seem to throw it in my face like I'm the only one in the relationship who cares but I'd rather deal with that everyday than havin to lose you. I just want you to know, no matter who I’ve been with, it’s always been you. If I wanted to be with someone else I wouldn’t be fighting with you oh so often just so I can have one amazing moment with you. No baby, no matter what I do, nothin will ever take away from what you mean to me.

I'd tell you I miss you badly now but I dont know how.

I wanted you to know that I love you with all my heart, I love it when you're happy, when you laugh. I'm proud to hold you up high with me & I'll steal all your pain away.

He's annoying, he's infuriating, he is the world's biggest asshole EVER. He ruins my day and saves it at the last moment.
And he's perfect.

BABY WE JUST GOTTA DEAL WITH IT

LIBRA BABIES*

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

SO DAMN TRUE, both of us :*

I always cry over the same damn thing over & over again, YOU.

When I stare at your lips, kiss me.
When you see me start crying, hold me & don't say a word.
When I pull away, pull me back.
When I start cursing at you trying to act all though, kiss me & tell me you love me.
When I ignore you, give me all your attention.
When I say it's over, I still want you to be here, dreadfully.

Can you tell me why are you pushing somebody out of your life who really and truly cares about you?

It took me an embarrassing amount of time to realize that you didn’t have commitment issues, you just didn’t want to commit to me.

I'd just wish that after all these, I'd be all that you ever wanted in the end :(

A really really nice post credits to Sophia =)) You made my day

Boy: I broke up with her.
His Best Friend: What happened?
Boy: She’s just too much for me.
His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..
Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..
Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..
Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.
His Bestfriend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..
Boy: Well, she..
His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?
Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?
His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

I don't mean to be disrespectful to always curse to act like I don't care when I do, to give up. I tried, I cant do it :(( I'm sorry that I'm like this. I'm sorry I let shit get to me. I'm sorry terribly sorry, I really am. I hate myself for being a bitch. I know it's hard to believe so if you don't, I understand.

I don't tell him but most nights when I can't sleep, I pretend he's here beside me tapping me to bed. It's the only thing that calms me xx.

I cry over the smallest things sometimes, but who cares? :)

It hurts because we're not the same way as before and all that's left was blissfull memories. I really can't wait for the day that we can finally see each other again so things will eventually get back to usual again. I can't wait to see the smile on your face again. I can't wait for the day to come, the day me and you will get back like how we used to :*