Tuesday, November 15, 2011
Imogen Heap - Hide and Seek (With Lyrics)
My dearest butthead,
I don't remember the exact moment when I went from liking you, to loving you. I don't think it was while we were still dating. I think that miles apart between each other for the past few months has advanced our relationship more than we ever expected, and the fact that it comes with the effort of us pushing for it, is inspiring.
(I admit, I pushed secretly, I kept pushing for it).
But I do remember when I went from loving you, to that ridiculous, head over heels, heart physically aches, what so many artists sing about, writers scribble about, kinda love. The kinda love that makes me cry and wanna just stay back and watch The Notebook or listening to Bella's Lullaby over and over and over. I remember.
I don't know, but somehow I had this instinct when you played me this song. I wasn't the first , and I know the song meant something so much more, not between us. I know that for the fact and I'd came to the realization, who am I to say, who am I to judge you from your past. For me, it's easy. I'm not afraid to lead with my heart, I'm not afraid to show my emotions, to be honest, to be vulnerable. You deserve that, you don't deserve to be judged again and again based on your past. 10months of beautiful, that's how I look at it. 10months of something really fucking spectacular. Hell, we weren't perfect. There were dark days and days that I thought the sun couldn't compare to us. But we were this funky twist of fate that turned into a bond that couldn't be denied. I want you to know, if we ever lose this bond or we lose that last glint of light from that spark, I'll always search for you in any other person. But right now, I'm just thinking. I had a crush on your mindset, fell for your personality and your looks are like some extra bonus yeah? I love you Harvin, just like how they do it in VD =)
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