so stoooooooooooooopiddddd!

imma blog about somethin tht made me really furious todaeeee~

it's not really a big deal thou~

BUT i got really damn friggin furious over it~

ohwell. there's something tht i dont really understand and i need to get it right. is it i am too cerewet or what?? ohwell. people people. i will just let you guys judge about this

it was just now when i offered someone cake tht i baked with my own effort for my own birthday. and before i offered, i asked tht someone>>>got present for my birthday not?? and tht someone was like>> owh~a kiss**making tht frigging disgustin kissing mouth. and my reaction was wth..no means no nah~no need to all tht kinda disgusting stuff. aft tht, i offered tht someone those cakes.

tht someone's reaction>>> oh nevermind lahhhhh~i full ady

that was the part my heart burn burn burn burn!

i replied>> eh, you didnt gimme present o show any sincerity for my bday is enough bad for me.

now tht i offered you cakes tht i baked my own you didnt bagi muka??

tht someone kept quiet

aft like 30 mins, my heart got soft and melted and i offered tht someone the cake again

her reaction>>> errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~(doubting want to eat or not,scare my cake got effing

shit inside

she took a piece of tht cake and said "too much milk lahh"

so, is it tht i am making things big orrr tht someone really so kurang ajar??:x

it's really hard for me to forgive and forget in this case~

because tht someone is a long long friend and accompanion of mine

just tht recently she changed~

i dont know how

but i dun seemed to know her like i used to

but in some case, i guess i would just prefer to keep quiet because i had learnt smth really important = i have no right to judge people like tht, only the god does.

saying the truth, i am not happy. even thou it was my bday or anything near to tht. i got hurt for so many things. my heart just get hurt time to time.

i'm soooo gonna die if i suffer like this everyday.

i was crying the whole night :( and tonight imma do the same.

lonely

i have a problem sleeping

it might be imsomnia or i dontknow whattttt

it is making me really really exhausted. i'm feeling tired and hopeless.

tht just made a problem to my study in midnight mission thingy

**sobs** :'(