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Here I am, at the corner of my room with hands awkwardly typing on the keyboard as the paint on my nails are still fresh. I'm thinking, I'm thinking hard.

I'd been hanging with my girls lately and alot of em asked me how to handle insecurities when it comes to relatioships.

Honestly, I'm not the most secure person ever when it comes to myself. Especially when I look at my ex-boyfriend/boyfriend & I'm always thinking to myself, how do I get so blessed with such perfection? When you think of a person you love, you can never help but to feel a bit, small. Small in the sense well, what is there's somebody better out there for him, and all the other "what if's".

Well then I think, I can still remember clearly he was right beside me. Right beside me, the love and the care he provided me, that moment? It was definitely meant to be & I would never want him to spend this moment with anyone else but me.

The thing is, never ever doubt what God had written for you in the stars. Appreciate what has been gifted for you. Time is better spent laying down on his chest than screaming towards each other. We, girls as half of the relationship have to trust. Trust your another half. Trust your significant other won't do anythin for break your trust. Because what I've learned, is that God or Karma will never let you down. If something were to happen that was going against your trust in your significant other, you will find out. There is no doubt about it. Life isn’t unfair. If he were to become a dick and cheat on you, you'll eventually find out & break free. If he's faithful, you'll be the happiest girl in the entire universe.

Cheers to healthier relationships around me.