Stucked up with tears again & I realize,although things have turned around in our relationship for the past couple of weeks, I don't ever want us to forget all the things we went through before the change. The constant craving for each other's touch, the tears shed because we felt like we couldn't take it anymore, the pain it brought us when we had to part ways. I realize now, I'm the one who is supposed to be carrying the guilt on my shoulders because the distance was never your fault, it was always mine. You didn't deserve to be in a stressful relationship. It wasn't fair to you. I could tell that you are unhappy to be holding onto this relationship and every words you say proving how much you are pushing me away from yourself always just break my heart a little. I'm willing to let you go because your unhappiness is from the complications I brought to this relationship, I wasn't prepared to let you go. So if I had to let you go in order for you to be happy, then I'll be willing to do that. But one thing, I don't want us to forget the everyday struggle that we went through for this relationship.
I'm willing to let you go but I'm still counting on the days since we were together. Because I'll always be here, you can put your trust in me. When you need someone, just drop me a message & I'll be here. When you're feeling low, just let me know because I'll always be here. God isn't unfair. God made things happen for a reason, yes.
Thursday, August 4, 2011
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