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just came back from jimmy boy's party and it was really crazy
everyone was splashing cakes all around the face..thank god i tak kena lu~keke~^^

den i went to ren ren's house go revise some addmaths and also bio(the sub that i hate the most)
and then play play with her cousin which is a very very cute and adorable baby^^
omg~how i wish i hav 1 at homie~

just repolish my new nails with pink pink since it's already holidays~!!
i need to go to school tmr though cz got stupid extra class
what to do~just go noh~hope no teachers os gonna scold me for my pinky nails:)

i just wanna noe-do live really need to get so miserable sometimes???i am just curious~
aiz~mayb i shouldn't have just propose to him,shouldn't have let him noe that i really so so love him that time

den now mayb he will be wth some beeter girls..who??don;t ask me who,just humans who is better looking than me~

i don't really blieve in guys don't love pretty girls actually~
which indirectly meant that i still don't blieve till today that HE actually did love n sayang me so so muchieeeeeeeeee~!that's why i try so so hard to diet,lose weight and all that just to make him happy~to make him feel that i am the best for him though~:(

this is the first time ever that i am trying to do so hard and put so many things for a guy~
and i really feel proud that i had already gave my best and i am gonna do that forever and ever~
till that my body is unable to function anymore

i really got a lot question marks in my mind~
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