the story of my love~

it was the first day of school when all of that happened...i found that I fell in love with him.I took a step and confessed my love for him. i just couldn't blive that i am actually so daring to do that. And soon,we actually hooked up together and things started to improve in our relationship~



to be compared with any other guys,he was diff..very diff
he leads me to the right path and take me to where i should be
never i had seen any guys like him..never..he was special....perfect..great..my dream guy
i always concentrated on him only~mayb by his side there were so so many girls

at that moment,our relationship haven gone that far yet


things got much better after some time though. to me,he was the only one in my eyes.
to him??maybe i was just another girl
sometimes i really don't understand him though. he can act like he just don't care and sometimes he really love me and care about me so much(like really much)
he would help me to wipe off my tears even if he saw a single tear coming out my eyes
he would call me in the middle of the night and tell me that he really loves me
he would do anything to make me happy
he would always be at my side everytime every minute and every second
when we quarrel,he would be the first to apologise
everything he do just to please me
the true reason that i really know what is the meaning of love is cz of you
u came into my life and showed me what true love really is~


one day,when i got up in the morning...i stranded myself in the room,waiting for his call..but lunch passed,dinner passed and soon the sky was dark..he still didn't call
it was already tiring to look at the phone anymore
i am desperate to hear just three words from him just'i love you' will mean so much to me
just to know where he is and what he is doing is already enough for me
and when he called me,we started to quarrel again~

that night things happen and i got to know about his true heart~he spitted everything out
then i realize-Why didn’t I realize that….That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much that no other girl can feel this affection~


since we were together,i never ask much from him
i changed a lot since i fell in love and hooked up with me
Some people come into our lives, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never the same.
and i am one of the people~i am never the same,i learn to give more
love,care,things to share,everything~
he was everything to me~i don't expect him to pay for all my expenses and waste much of his energy and money for me though
i just wanted a true heart..a true inner heart


sometimes i felt that myb he is not the right guy for me..many other girls would die for him
sometimes when we quarrel really badly,i am really pissed and strand myself in the room crying and crying non stop
i couldn't help hating him~and thats the reason i am the one who always call him again and act like nothing happen and apologise to him



if u were to ask me what if 1day i lose him~
i would say my life is meaningless since then
although sometimes i hated him
he is still the best for me
last time, now and forever
nothings gonna change
mayb i am gonna love him more from day to day



i only want him to love me until his last minute and hope that i can hear just 3 little words everyday till i die~T.T for that, and for that reason it became courage.........to live my beautiful life when all problems that i am facing is stopping me T.T

once and for all~
he is the one~



he is the one wearing de black vest

~always supporting me through my ups and downs

will he stop doing that today??T.T

i love u forever~the saddest thing in the world is to know that u meant so much to me but i mean nth to u~nothing can ever explain how much and what u mean to me~never T.T

some of us think that holding onto a love making us strong~staying in that love making us strong but sometimes it's best to let go..even if u don't want to,when the time comes u had to let it go even how hard it is going to be~maybe we're trying too hard~maybe we're already torn apart and nth can be fixed anymore~it's empty

If I could reach up and hold a star for every time you've made me smile, the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand...u are the oni one who can really make me smile~ and yet you are the one to make me cry the most~