**unfair life of mine**

sometimes i just could't get it~
does life need to be so so unfair??
or is it just me that is unlucky to have all this happening to me~

this is the conversation between my mummy and my sister last night~
mummy:are u feeling alright today??is ur diarrhea okay ady??wat u had for ur dinner??
sister :no,i am now outside with my friends going to hav my dinner...i am fine..
mummy:wat??u are outside??cold or not??did u put any sweater on??is ur tummy really feeling
okay??
sister:ya
mummy:okay,better take care ya..make sure you don't eat the oily food and don't get cold ya

this is the conversation between me and my mummy last week(when i am having my exam)
me :mummy,i just came back from school..you don't need to buy any lunch for my dy..my
tummy is not really feeling very weel cz i had diarrhea in school today..just right b4
the exam that stupid diarrhea came..now no apetite wanna eat..
mummy:wat u mean u diarrhea??!then u ma cannot do your exam lo???!why suddenly can got
diarrhea??!
me :i also dont know...maybe its the dinner yesterday that made me like that..i can do
my exam..but biology was really hard..i just try~
mummy:yesterday's food was fine..i ate also nothing happened to me??or u go and drink the
weight loss tea at home yesterday??tell me properly!!
me :no!i didnt even touch it!
mummy:i am asking u nicely again..yes or no???
me :no!

then i just hang up like that~

can see the diff??how am i being treated??to be compared with my sis??
i love my mum~
and i always try to get the best grades and results for her though
prove>>>i always get good grades in monthly exams
upsr:straight a's
pmr:straight a's
spm coming soon~(i am going to try hard to get straight a's though)

______and sometimes she would call me stupid~ isnt that just unfair??

isnt life just unfair??
i felt so abandoned although i am surrounded by friends,family all around me

i still feel lonely~:(