Relationships do not get easier. Everyday is a struggle, everyday is a battle. It doesn't get easier with time. In fact, It gets harder. The secret is finding someone who's willing to be weak and strong with you at the same time. The secret is finding someone who's willing to work with you and who will push you, challenge you, make it harder for you to leave. The beauty of the relationship is in the struggle. I know I'm not perfect and you're not either, but I'm willing to work on us because I love you and love is never perfect somehow. I'm trying my best not to be so attached to you because I'm afraid if one day you're gone, a part of me is too.
I believe memory is a way of holding on to the things that you love, the things you are and the things you never want to lose. That is the reason I don't want to be reminded on anything about your past or anything that relates to you and her. It's about the memories. I hate to stay strong, I hate it when I'm trying not to cry, and I can feel my eyes start to water and I look up to try to prevent the tears from falling but they do anyways. Then when I start crying I just lose it and all the emotions that I was holding in, comes out. It feels really bad, terrible. I'm an complete ass.
Somehow somewhere between laughing for no reason, making fun of each other, and calling each other names, I fell for you again and again. I'm sorry for being such a pain in the ass at times. Xoxo.
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