Monday, June 2, 2008

**go on and take a bow**

don't tell me u're sorry cz u're not~
but u put on quite a show~
really had me going like crazy for you~
now it's time to go~
it's really over now~
every things over now~

girl,i love u you're the one~
p-l-e-a-s-e..........just cut that out~

u don't know how much it hurts to me~
how much it makes me wonder~
how much it made me had mental sufferings~
how painful this sensation is to me~
i guees i need just S-T-O-P doing things or putting effort on u~
i feel so unloveable that maybe punishing myself will accomlish this
is this kinda mental suffering??
don't regret it if u really see me one day in the mental hospital craving for love~

there were times that u will really look into my eyes and that really let me now that u really love me~
and there were also times that u act like u don't wanna care~
there were times that u were actually looking at other girls and u tell me u didn't~
there were times that u were really lovely to me~
there were times that u don't even love me~
there were many many times that u made me confused...............
what's all this??

it's true when people said that love is so important in life that anyone doesn't want to lose it~
but it's the truth that u really gotta let it go when u actually realize that the another pasrt of ur life didn't need u anymore~
life still needs to go on~

love does also reveals all the truth~
when it's sweet,everything in your world would be really colourful~
but when it hurts,it just cuts way deep into ur heart~the most painful thing ever!

it's really hard to love a person~
to give to sacrifice~
to everything~~~~~~~T.T T.T

i can do whatever u want me to~
but to know that i really meant nth??
everything's gone~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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